(WHY MY WIFE DECIDED TO SEPERATE FROM HER JOB POSITION....MoH)

I live to love my country. I am not like those who glorify higher entities to present "Patriotism" and warm executive seats and drive V12 engines. I am a teacher and I have committed to change steriotype in my country. I have an old monk beard and pony tail......I drink and do everything out of my professional mandate as any human desire would demand. Yet, I have sustained my profession for 20 years...except for few professional conflicts.
I am a father of two children and I am professional teacher, husband, son, father, friend and hero of enchantmant. I am not happy in my Gross National Happiness Country. Lets be honest....its sime idealistic impossible from Aristotle and Plato's Republic.
That, I and my wife started our prifessional carrer as anyone would....with a dream of having family and friends around. That we, without realization, served my country, king and people with the best possible abilities and commitments. To my virtues, I did my best.....its a history we, me and my wife created in our lives....
That, serving in different capacities for last 20 years (19 for my wife), and serving at difficult and faraways places with challanges of their own....having fought our own personal and professional battles and wars....having aged our times...we served in Wangdiphodrang Dzongkhag for almost about 11 years without any glitches and movement. As any normal family would wish for and as per the charter of transfer system, in line with education and health ministry's GNH policy we applied for transfer. We opted tsirang....home transfer but optioned Paro and Thimphu. My ministry, Education rewarded me with transfer to Paro. I was happy....the GNH mode.
However, my wife did not get transfer. Her transfer was witheld on " Merital" ground. Minisrty of Health decided on spousing system or otherwise. We appeal to HRMS and approached to honourable secretary (health) for the re evaluation of our transfer....but to no avail. We did it for 3 times. We were systemacally divorced by the system....I call it GNH divorce.... We started to believe to devorce because of millions of family problems....the gas, the laundry, the berakfast, the rental. The final nail was my daughter who is in class 2 and has to endure papa's temperment. Just imagine father tendering his daughter out of trial and error methodologies....the food, the cloths, the usual ways of day today affairs....my predecament is I never could manage her Kira....I wore it opposite ways and I cried. Then I realized, profession is just a crap in feont of my family.....family first no matter what. I decided to throw my resignation.
My wife, out of her motherly aptitude and natural conscience, volunteered to give her resignation. She gave unto closer alternative. My wife who has served our beloved country for last 19 years was forced to give resignation just to save her family.......
I salute my wife for her courage and commitment.
I guesstimate 50 percent of civil servants may be married......you may guess howmany of these people are separated......
(I have written this post for myself.....opinion or otherwise....i as a authour is sole responsible for this nareative....and I want to dedicate my wife's resignation to very citizen of my country for a deeper gnh family meaning and agency policy)

This is sheer confusion....mathematical confusion......failure of geometrical configuration...failure of calculus and regression....its a great failure. Quantum science and relative metascience failed.......it may be the 999th attempts or 1111 trial, but it is still a failure. Thomas Edision, Newton, Galeoli, Dalton, Hooks, Rutherfords, Einstein, George Candon, Ramanujan, Rahaman, S. Hawakin, M Paku.....experiental or Theoritical Science failure.....String Theory, the Infinities, the nonessential, the ultimate, the confirmaty, the parallel universe, the antimatter, the whilt hole, the blackhole, the bigbang....all failed. The Unified Theory and the theory of everything....all failed.
Only a bottle of beer or a pint of whiskey.....succeded....its the ultimate hope......this enagmatic amrita....this perpetual ambrosia, this 2carbon married to 6hydrogen and an oxygen atom is the answer.......this organic concoction is the resort that god and goddesses imbibed and dazed and raped......the zeus, the venus, the aphrodite, the indra, the shiva, the bharma, the jesus, the mahammad, the david, the mary, the buddha, the rama, the ravahana, the creator and destroyer, the giver and the taker......swam and could not tender the other bank.......its a way to neverending success. Swim and you will never get drawned!

As Oscar Wild have screamed...."Nothing is constant but Change"....and this change in this moment is blissfull....as the nimbus scuds hurridly to north from bay of Bangal....to get knocked on the Himalayas.....to shed her frustrations and anger but the enrichment and life of billions.....I sit on this living apartment and contemplate....the birds return, the Silhouette gets better......of the mountain, of the trees, of the rivers, of the sky....of the life itself. Its a well bitten nut.....well cought fish and an opportunity that never tried to slip away.....thus, I laugh when the system cry. 20 years is a wasted time well accounted in the book of life....the metaphysical chemistry of evolurion and revolution......the final redemption....new place of growth and realization...

Kailash Shongbhen Rai a living conflict with the millions conflicts. Disclaimer by itself.

The luxury of little time I get out of my billions appointments, 99.99 of them unbusiness and personal waste.....I happen to be chewing anigma....social hypocrisy which put me under the finest radar of dissemblance....the huge one and I tender it with honour. The innuendoes are such prostitutes I get easily get seduced into the realm of temptations.......the wine and the flesh. I think its for the love of piece of meat, I have become sinner.....please, get my pun corrected. This month in the Nation's Calander is a "No Meat" month....meaning, citizens are supposed not to eat meat. You may argue how come citizens....the answer is if it is a national agenda, it percolates to citizenry as well. Well, let me compromise and change the statement....It is merit earning month...all believers are trying hard to collect truck loads of best Karmas for their afterlife odyssey.....the anigma cracked under my maxillo-mandibullary pressure, exerted with molar scholarship. I got billions of barnacles under my eye lids, sparkling with laughters......I towed out the enemy of my pleasure out of my mouth and gave it an empirical gaze....It was a big and sturdy meta carpel out of pig's limb. I got denture shock........and I jumped into spontaneity of the occassion.
The contemplation was scarey and paradoxically raping. It raped me to its end. This is merit earning moment, no meat occassion and you are cracking on animal bones......i bleeded further.......it was the same pig I was devouring on winked at me and hurtingly oozed his anger....sinner. Further, the religiosocieties ostracized me in theory. Buddhist first....no meat month and you are munching fleshes and bones...you will go to hell and get fried for 500 cycles. Hindus stared at me and deep fried me in million degrees oil...you eat beef and buff....you are banished to hell....then I encounter Muslims.....they pelted me with billion stoned and planned me to exile in hell because I am eating pigs and hogs.....Buddha, Mahammad, Shiva all angry with me....all have banished me. I am alerady in worse term with Jesus Christ......he asked me to scratch his back while I was hanging on a vertical cliff........ This makes me a refugee in religion and I do not have certificate for Heaven after life. I argued with these epitomes.... I thought I was eating food and a source of protein. 56 billions of animals are culled, killed or otherwise, in a year. I just could munch decimal point followed by infinite numbers of zero and finally 1, yet I get this verdict from cows, and pigs and bufalloes. I finally decided to cancel my application to Vegeterian Heaven. I am applying my Visa, greencard or citizenship to Omnivorous Heaven..........I love piece of meat......

The heat of the night...

Its quarter to be half of the night....and I am owling the nucturnal eerand. The diurnal cycle has almost done its formalaties while I craned my carcasses horizontally and sued my queen to Oblivion......the bitches are fighting their cases 36 feets deep while I withness the moon romancing clouds in the blue. Its a vulgarity of romance.......the filthiest innundoes of the maturing night......like the fermenting wine and ageing female....the olfactory pleasure and the lingual gratification........its the odyssey of a great charm and virility of the moment. And I stared the stars and gazed the moon. The amalgamating datkness in the moon lit space offered me a warmth of a virgin innocence. As I dared to rejoice on the pine niddles and the musical wind.......the delight of fluttering bamboo leaves, the whrildwind of dusty afternoon anf the dancing of fig leaves in the April wind. I lay pataplegically on the half tilled terrace, opiated by the auxin in the air and upping hormone.....I would stand any moment and shoot.....or I would dig my head and dream. It was then I rode finest stallion and walked the rouhest terrain........the centrifugal dispersion of luck was but evident and I caught the enigma for myself....
As the stars became brighter....As the heaven grew wiser....I grew up mellower......the concoction of growing efficacy and the impozsibilities of dreams hardened and baked my persona.......when the cloud lifted, I saw the butteries......the unquenchable thirst. When she flutter her wings.....the world dissolved in her charishma...when she flew she generated life within....that was then. The chasm of unknown....the abyess of infinity and the certinity of destiny.........participated from nothing....nonexistantia metaphysical diaspora........the nothingness in itself....